Standing on God’s promises and walking in his marvelous light.

Dear Father I come again back to you into your loving hands.  I have been terrified where I found myself through the attacks of the enemy.  I come again and again into your outstretched hands seeking your comfort.  You have opened my eyes and taken off the veil from my eyes. You have taught me that there is a desperate need for me to grow and mature and that it’s never too late.  I have ministered to others and endured extraordinary amounts of hatred, ridicule and defamation both privately and publicly and yes, I do tend to sin when I am not obedient to your guidance.  Sin ensnares me too easily through the latent pride within me that raises its head too easily. It is an inherited generational curse.  But your power on the Cross subdues it and I find joy in surrender of all my talents.

What are my talents when I don’t surrender them to you first.  How can I fulfil my life purpose without first acknowledging that you were the one who gave them to me?  I have imprisoned myself in the quagmire of name and fame.  I have ensnared myself unknowingly covering myself with numerous garbs of identity while my own region and people group need compassion.

Thank you for giving me yet another season and that not everything is closed around me.  I rejoice today that I can run into your ever loving and waiting arms and that I have not run out of grace.  Thank you for your grace upon grace available to me.  As I draw every breath today, I realize the great blessing of life that I have received living out each day.  Raise my awareness, so I can dream of dreams that would be pleasing to you.

Thank you for giving me the wonderful light bearers, the angels and teachers who are available to guide me.  For I know that big dreams can only be achieved in togetherness and never alone through one’s personal strength and ability. Thank you for placing me in this wonderful Universe that always supports me no matter where I am placed, for whatever reason, in season and out of season.

Even though I often feel like a little cork bobbing up and down in the vast ocean of life most of the time, I also realize that I am your child and you will keep me protected no matter where I go.  I go to these unknown places in faith that you are sending me during this very dark time.  I know that it gets darkest before dawn.  I can sense the first glimpse of your marvelous light percolating in our region.  It is only through your Divine Power and Divine grace that our region is changing.  As long as we are alive, we are prisoners of hope.  Faith is seeing the unseen.

We see our region being transformed rapidly into a place that there will bring about a greater spiritual awakening than ever before.

Keep me steadfast in the covenant that you have signed with me and your chosen ones.  I now have the right to make a legal demand to you out of faith in your true nature which is unshakeable and steadfast. So, I pray for complete healing of my mind, soul and body so I can touch the hem of your garment and be completely healed. 

We might lose my faith some days due to my weakness and mental delusion but you never lose your faith in us that we will complete the race in victory in this life!  AMEN